> I'm so tired and emotional and I hate everything and I'm SO SORRY IF ONCE IM RUDE OH GOD I CROSSED THE LINE //I AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU JUST BECAUSE IM A BITCH JUST A LITTLE BIT SOMETIMES? I love you all so much but you are all damn hypocrites. I can't even go to the bathroom without someone yelling at me or saying "I could have gotten raped." Jesus. I'm old enough TO GO TO THE BATHROOM BY MYSELF. I KNOW THAT IF SOMEONE MAKES A PERVERTED MOVE I WILL DAMN NEAR RIGHT SCREAM FOR HELP AND PUNCH THEM IN THEIR RIBS IF I HAVE TO. I DON'T UNDERSTAND. I'M NOT A KID ANYMORE.
stop treating me like a child just because i make immature mistakes sometines.

Also, why would you tell me I'm not good enough?
I understand that you want your daughter to work hard but guess what I'm a teenager now and thinks are getting a lot harder and I'm so confused with what I want to do in life and coming out to my parents really shook me and i had a bad rep at school but guess what? I never let any of that stop me. what stopped me was knowing I would never be good enough for my parents who loved me and raised me. saying I would never be good enough made me think I wasn't good enough to be loved because I never met the limits set for me. I never have. and I'm going to cry. if you're going to tell me I'm just sensitive and dramatic, I think you're just being a dick, dad. I've tried to kill myself. but not like you know that because I'm "all you have left." if that was true you'd listen to me when I'm trying to tell you what's wrong.

also why the hell would you spread rumors about me having worse grades than i really do you idiot? nice move, dick! like dude that's my personal life I know I complain about it a lot but that's because I'm still a kid and I can't find my way through things easily and get lost and just give up instantly but just because I say I got bad grades does not give you any right to make me look stupid, never the less tell everyone my GRADES.

..fox out.